Teddy Morgan - Nathanael lyrics

She wets her fingers with her lips And puts them into mine I see heaven open up I see my father sigh There are birds outside But they do not sing They sit on the windowsill look inside Watch and wait expectantly I push myself against her mango thighs I rub my cheek onto her collarbone And I cover up her eyes And I wonder, Nathanael After your soul was laid bare Before you died a martyr's d**h And were caught up into the air Did you ever think of giving up? Did you ever just not care? Yeah I don't love this woman But if I wanted to, I could But she would see my heart And know that I'm no good We finish making love And I hold her in my arms Any tenderness or affections I had for her have come and gone For this reason a man shall leave home I fall asleep Naked and alone