Technohead - Paranoia Feedback lyrics

I say nothing when I say it loud but I'm happy when I'm under your cloud Sometimes it's better when I'm on my own, sometimes it's better that I don't go home I try forgetting and I try to be pure but it just makes me want you more I try to say "What's wrong with myself"? coz gnawing paranoia is bad for your health I get the paranoia feedback when I'm with you I could be happy for an hour or two But I got stuck here it's why I stayed I cannot help the way I was made I tell you things that my friends don't know, I show emotions thought I'd never show I love your heart and I love your hair- I'd love you more if you were ever there When we're together you make me fizz! Our love's ephermal but then everything is My only fear is becoming mundane: it warps my mind it would make me insane You warp my mind you warp my mind You want my mind you warp my mind My emotions are never contrived, I would be happy if you recognised I know everything you tell me is true- I just get miserable coz I love you I have explained what gets me vexed! It seems forever till I see you next! There's optimism at the end of the verse- I have a friend who is even worse