Tech N9ne - PTSD lyrics

[Intro: Tech N9ne] Uh-huh , Yup, O-K. Whatever Don't try to talk to me like you know what this is Yeah, I know I might have symptoms that are familiar to you, but.. I got this Thanks anyway.. [Hook: Tech N9ne] Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holding it inside Feel like I can co*k it back and let it go And nothing's making sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm going on everything Somebody get me out of here [Verse 1: Tech N9ne] You don't see what I see So how the hell you gonna stop these voices In my head, that got me awfully rocky, do you copy? Traumatized much, from homicide, what? Don't wanna flip, but mama I must be the one I trust I ain't got no friend, I ain't got no grin But I'm macho when I lock, load, and I block foes in When I stop souls in a rock, hold, I'ma drop those sins in a box so slim Inside of my nog' grows grim By heard, it goes deep I serve and go weep A verticle leap when you're alert in your sleep Was a word of a treatment, somebody murdered more peace Inside of my third it's so bleak Done so much dirt I go leap to chief [Hook: Tech N9ne] Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holding it inside Feel like I can co*k it back and let it go And nothing's making sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm going on everything Somebody get me out of here [Verse 2: Karma] I'm stuck in a vacant void Stumbling, every step I take I try to make a noise And I'm thinking 'bout screaming for help but I can't think straight I'm never complacent With myself and I always feel basic I need help and I'm never gon' take it Cause the med isn't helping, I can't even taste it You don't know me And don't ever think you can try and show me how to fix this There ain't a pill in the world that can save me from this position My disposition is uneasy How can I make you listen Publicity stunts and events but I'm feeling queasy [This sh** ain't easy Don't try to diagnose my problem 'cause you ain't been me And I've been working harder But more haters been staying, hating me They're waiting patiently for me to drop new sh** Then come drop their shade on me But I stay looking for the light It's hard to find when eyes are open, lying awake every night But now I'm here to fight and I'm here to stay Although I'll hate it I'm working 'til everyone here knows my name [Hook: Tech N9ne] Don't let this eat me alive I only can see this world from the inside And I'm holding it inside Feel like I can co*k it back and let it go And nothing's making sense And I have no patience for anything So I'm going on everything Somebody get me out of here