Tearz - Beautiful Pain lyrics

I'm shaking and aching and talking to the sky And I shiver in the night but I can't sleep You're dark as the mascara that drips down from your eyes Look what you've done to me You're as dark as the ocean, as cold as the rain You got me weak with emotion, you're such a beautiful pain So I shelter in the wardrobe and shiver on the stairs And I slide in the gutter with the leaves And I try to talk to God as if he is really there Look what you've done to me You're as dark as the ocean, as cold as the rain You got me weak with emotion, you're such a beautiful pain And I cling to my pillow and scratch at my veins, you kiss like a k**er You're such a beautiful pain