TearZ NaBoo - Moving Forward (RIP) lyrics

(This is something I wrote, after watching a marathon of Jay Steez videos on Youtube.) RIP: Rest in paradise to the poets who have risen, May you forever live through everything that you've written, I'm thankful for the music you made and with your gift, you uplifted.. Verse: I couldn't believe when I heard about steez I remember thinking damn yo that could have been me, Cause just a few days before I was so ready to leave, But that changed when my conscience on his knees begging please. And I know that everything that you've been put through is Too much for 16 Years of always feeling useless, And in my darkest hour my decision wasn't true it Just served as a quick escape even though I had music I couldn't put everything in words, Like how them 2 years gave me fears of unheavenly birds, Then again when I would look up, as homie had me shook up, I called someone's name, no response what I heard. Plus I was already abandoned by my real dad Cause he couldn't come to terms with the feelings that I had For this girl I fell in love with in 9th grade Trying to figure out how to approach her in the right way My thoughts was only innocent never think I'd be the victim in My OG maleventia why the love seemed so omnipotent I never knew, and guess I still don't Vowed to never fall in love again after you k**ed both My mind and heart ended up losing my way as a soph*more Found my soul in my mary jane lone stoning hardcore Khalifa in the morning ears drowning at the harbor Reggae came to save the day like Marley's voice is our lord Well mine, though I didn't have the time To reach the santuary now I'm at the end of the line For ala carte and its dark in the confines of my mind All I see I can't have nor could I make it rhynme But every place I go, she would never ever show Still I knew that we would meet again, cause though this getting old I still haven't let you know, I haven't reached your pot of gold I haven't got to be so bold, so why you gotta be so cold Tee come back to reality Momma in the living room screaming "Why you mad at me All I really had to be Your trampoline so you could bounce back when you fall No I couldn't buy you all the clothes you seen at the mall But the roof over your head where you think you so tall Did it really mean nothing at all? For you to think its ok to light a j before the school day Is that what you do just cause all the kids that's cool say?" Turn up to the max then brag How you leave the beat bleeding like a maxi pad That was probably predicted I feel my life is being scripted And ain't nuthing I can do but get with it.. Damn Hook: Whenever I'm just sitting alone, my mind roams To another universe, somewhere I don't know Saturn rings, let me sing before I phone home There's some stuff I need to get off my chest, just let me flow Whenever I'm just sitting alone, my mind roams To another universe, somewhere I don't know Saturn rings, let me sing before I phone home This some stuff I had to get off my chest (I wanna acknowledge, one of my favorites, the greatest, Mr. Lennon) RIP: Rest in paradise to the poets who have risen May you forever live through everything that you've written I'm thankful for the music you made and with your gift, you uplifted..