Tazdied - WHAT A LIFE lyrics

[VERSE] See I've been seein' all the same sh** Tryin' to stop the pain, b**h Flicked the f**in' needle, shove it deep within my veins, b**h Yeah I f**in' hate this, my music's all the same sh** That's why I'm tyin' nooses, slowly dyin' in the basement Why I'm watching everything I love fade away The thoughts inside your head you just can't seem to escape That's what you feel when you f**ed up your clutch in ya' brain That's what I'm feelin' every morning, every night and day Wake up from a nap and grab the cigarette Fall down on the floor, didn't even hit it yet My whole family resent me, do they miss me yet? I guess they'll love me when I go become a silhouette Watch the world catch by, what a lovely sight Now I never be concerned about them hungry nights And now I never remember all of those bloody nights Razor blade to the wrist, ain't that a funny sight