Taylor King (Beat) - Diamonds lyrics

[Intro] She wants to know about me She wants to know about me Little little Little old me She wants to know about me Little old me [Verse 1] She wants to know about me The more you know the more you'll doubt me What more do you want I'm pensive rowdy Unhinged apt to binge happiest when its cloudy As long as its warm i like cold sunny days too Balancing acts and points that go straight through So when you break my heart i won't save you When i let you down you'll know ill hate to Scared of heights but I'm chilling off the edge Jumped off the ledge smoking roped around my chest No need for speaking proper cause times dying I like the pressure hot and shirts thats Hawaiian Mama taught me to be stingy with anything I'm buying So if i wasn't skeptical of being with you id be lying I only speak the truth at least I been trying If i dig my self a hole i start to the mining Never seen a situation i couldn't beat Like to go a lot of places i shouldn't be He wouldn't act like that no i wouldn't think Hes always bouncing around so i shouldn't blink Told me to beware when he gets in these moods Jazz chords and grooves morph into the blues Harmony has melody you can't pick and choose When your mind moves a million miles you wish to cruise Emotional to say the least throws fits about the news At least he cares but for him there is no refuge Want to know more i could never hope to refuse Every intrigue thickens as much as it dilutes Searching for that fact that rips his world in two He wants to be proved wrong this a different dude When you're gone for a day he's busy missing you Cause you're the diamond that shines in the ineptitude [HOOK] These days diamonds are so fake Covered in blood and sulfates Just to make it so the shine don't fade But we'll forever be young we don't age Times dripping like sand in a dial My minds whips like water in the nile Maybe were the same I'm in denial Being delusional for you is worthwhile [Refrain] I don't even know Why i take the time to do this to myself I don't even know When i see bright lights i just lose myself All i dream of is diamonds dancing Kaleidoscope shapes background lanterns Livid sequences transparent phantoms These thoughts that pin me like a panther [Verse 2] Who did you become tell me what changed How'd you wander in to such a claim All these lies and rumors do is s** and maim Steal happiness from life are you not entertained The bedrooms starting to look like the colliseum Now pain seizes my days thats scars per diem He's a pleasure but now you wouldn't want to meet him Now joys are left to rest except when he's dreaming How you gonna sail far away when time is fleeting Beat the clock back in place to before time defeated Want to change one thing but still histories repeated The force of life makes every unbalance again even You don't live right sipping dirty sprite like heathens Holed walls hangover withdrawals in the evening When do you even sleep last time you've eaten Had mcdonalds three nights ago after the regis All i want is liquor, weed maybe pills and lean Up front all i need is the pain to be stunned from me Id take a tazer to the face just to feel the sting How could i have known the hurt losing you would bring Rubbed dirt on the scar from when you severed from me I never knew in how many forms the devil could be Our memories were a road away you leveled the street Tol never again meet our intersection to stay incomplete [HOOK] These days diamonds are so fake Covered in blood and sulfates Just to make it so the shine don't fade But we'll forever be young we don't age Times dripping like sand in a dial My minds whips like water in the nile Maybe were the same I'm in denial Being delusional for you is worthwhile [Refrain] I don't even know Why i take the time to do this to myself I don't even know When i see bright lights i just lose myself All i dream of is diamonds dancing Kaleidoscope shapes background lanterns Livid sequences transparent phantoms These thoughts that pin me like a panther [Outro] All i see is your face everywhere i go But now i feel nothing except my blood rushing Rushing through She thought my antics were just for show Now she knows I'm not bluffing i am done loving her Ill still look every place my diamond could be To show her with my eyes what she's done to me When she stole my soul She broke my will Traumatized my mind and now I can't feel