What if i Hate what’s inside And these feelings that i hide Come alive in the night And i Got this battle inside That all i do is fight This can’t be all to my life Nah Runnin round the clock Watch it tic before i talk I’ve been known to speak my mind I can’t silence what i’ve thought (what i’ve thought) So close like So many times I tend to ponder and got questions on my mind For which i’m tryna find the answer But born to lead the charge like i’m prancer Back when i was doing treatments that similar to cancer I’d talk to myself Here’s the banter What if i (tell me what if i) Hate what’s inside (hate what’s inside) And these feelings that i hide (these feelings that i hide) Come alive in the night (come alive in the night) (night) And i Got this battle inside That all i do is fight This can’t be all to my life Nah Its so evident My soul is so evidence Music feel to me like its my appetence (only thing i know) Used it as a weapon since I was feeling eminence Tryna stand out without the dividends (all without the dough) But thoughts started trickling Of friends turning fickle and My drive tee’d up Phil mickleson (and i let it go) But now i’m in this pickle and Should i do em different Good or bad Feel like hayden christensen (high road) But this backwards (true) It’s sdrawkcab You judge by covers not the chapters Or actions I don’t know when you started actin You cappin (yeah) I steered the ship and turned a captain That happened I Weathered the weather and turned it into better I Fought through the pressure depression a weapon I Prayed for heaven and i lived through the hell But What’s a story without somebody to tell Well