[Verse 1:TawaIne] I'm thinking I might walk any day and see my car gone Plus I just paid my rent so survivals what they got me on Playing pencil break with life and I might snap Feel at a standstill I ain't got the right maps Though I plan to move like U-Hauls and Ryder trucks Walking down the sidewalk hoping that I find a buck To at least have a dollar to my name Yo I would do something strange but whats change gonna change I trying to figure out which part of this living hurts more n***as getting paid or me feeling like Im worth more Just Over Broke so what do we really work for Trying to find an answer but not knowing what to search for It's similar to what N.E.R.D. was in search of The goodlifes ahead cause this the worst cuz Bugged by this life music plays my repelant And voices in my head all the while they keep yelling [Hook] Im just a nobody surrounded by some nobodies who Trying to be somebody but most of them just dont have a clue I go insane as Im walking through the rain How I make it through the day sometimes I wonder, I wonder [Verse 2:TawaIne] Man I ain't trying to live my whole life in a suit and tie There'll be plenty time for that, after a n***a die I wanna rock stadiums and sign a**cheeks Wasn't it tities? Nah that was last week A million for my son in an off shore fund Im sorry uncle sam but you can't tax none The things I think about When n***as be singled out And done bought a toll pa** for taking the easy route Im k**ing it so I'll glady take a charge Just make the check out to TT Blackmon at large Not trying to go to deep but can you dig it like a shovel Just give me a couple months and I'll be more then worth the trouble The booth is my sanctum or the thread that I hang from Till I lose my mind under the bridge an insane bum Somebody check me in, Haunted by the melody The words start to form but the voices keep on telling me [Hook]