[Verse] Facing the signs that I'm alive Coming out of grief wear a disguise Been a year since grandma pa**ed Look in my mom's eyes leave me gashed sh** what a night, oh what a sight Burying his pain behind Rum and Sprite Said he would eat better, exercise Been 12 years since he touched a bike Cookies on the plate okay it's just a bite Scarfing down the garbage cause it's just one night Cusses then he's aight, covenant of plight Bleeding on the paper, now he getting hype Now he got a seal, clubbing with the dawgs Give his friend a bone and now she sawing logs Staring at the ceiling that he never knew Pray a better coping method coming through And he bluffing, too