[Intro: Tanqueray Locc] ...Me in life I knew they'd never treat me right In time I'd learn to keep the knife And then there's all those sleepless nights [Verse 1: Brotha Lynch Hung] I'm off the radar, 20/20, stressing I need money Fulfilled my obligations what the f** else they want from me? Faithful to the game like Kobe is to the Lakers Even if I'm losing I'm cruising because I made it I could drop a record in a second and still wreck sh** I don't need no help, I just go my own direction Stay in my lane man, tired of people Trying to give me all the game vein, you're not equal I'm a G when it comes to this rhymin', sharp as a diamond I know, stop drinking, I can't, stop buying it I will die for this and if you listening To this record I'm on home detention, I'm f**ing pissed Trust me, I know it's my fault, you ask how come I used to think I had to drink, I can't live without one Hope I don't feel like I have to murder a n***a Witnessing but never act like you heard of a n***a [Hook: Tanqueray Locc] It's always only me in life (it's always me) I knew they'd never treat me right (treat me right) In time I'd learn to keep the knife (keep the knife, keep the knife) And then there's all those sleepless nights (sleepless nights) [Verse 2: Brotha Lynch Hung] Think I'll smoke 6 packs of cigarettes back to back Yeah, I've got a bad liver but I'll crack a yack I've got the semi-automatic in the back of the 'lac And if I finish this bottle I don't know how I'm gonna act Up late, all night, like I'm smoking on crack Yeah, I smile in their face and I give them some dap Then I take them to the back and I show them the Pit Bulls I'm hella schizo and I'm packing a pistol I need my sh** too, I need my check fast I can eat them for breakfast then I just break fast I never take last, always in first place I'd rather get dirty if it's the worst case It's almost my birthday, money is funny And I'ma get dummy, run up in your house and shoot through the tummy I need money if I have to murder a n***a Witnessing but never act like you heard of a n***a [Hook: Tanqueray Locc] It's always only me in life (it's always me) I knew they'd never treat me right (treat me right) In time I'd learn to keep the knife (keep the knife, keep the knife) And then there's all those sleepless nights (sleepless nights)