Tabs - Schizofrenia lyrics

Yo I can't lose my fam for the truth, my man Zion With every stoop I stand next to the roof I lay high on Pressure the proof to understand why on why Metaphor for him to ride on through the light storm My flight scorned by the final plight at dawn When I place my face in the space you relay that I'm gone I hold regrets bigger than your ego and let um go Will I ever get a hold of your soul, you never know But it's so cold without you, I thought I found you They constantly watching me whenever I'm around you I put it down too but when I pick it up I f** it up In my clown shoes, born loser, what the f** Someone pa** the dutch, you'll never get it back I remember when the track meant it's fact if you said it And if you didn't live active when you spit it you get deaded No writtens, not edits but now it's different Cuz all these thoughts just run through my head Am I better off dead? that's what they all said Well they wrong, how come you don't like this song How come everywhere I go they no longer come along [2x] Get lost in it deep when I'm talking to beats It's the thoughts I don't keep that break off like the trees On my knees to God like it's a ritual The condition's critical, but my lyricism's visual I'm just a criminal right, who's down to his last gems Surrounded by insanity, clarity and madmen The tree blazer, spit fire don't need paper I breathe vapors, the street savior Too paranoid to feel the void, brain with the asteroids I get annoyed when they only think it's noise You never understand my metaphors and what I'm saying They playing games with my name but I ain't f**ing playing I'm just displaying my soul for the universe Prolific poet with a verse that he wrote from the hearse So one time for all my dead homies Arresting secret service and making feds blow me (Hook) Bang your head to the drums cuz I'm never above Forever it's hey, based on the ever, can't remember the love I am the one unless you talking how you got me son But you never have and you never hear me say I'm not the one It's that dumb it down section, you still don't get it Display my soul for reference, I don't need the credit On some ghost writer sh**, pen your album in a play Myself and my reflection we were battling I think My perception of this world is twisted like NE Underground heads feel the energy, it's deadly But I ain't at a place in my life where I can brag This the first and last time I've ever said will ever say swear (I swear) Surrounded by gay f*gs, they portraying straight Why k** William Cooper for what he say You got something to hide like thoughts of a schizophrenic It's an epidemic but I still can't end it (Hook)