Tabanacle - So Alone lyrics

[Hook] And I've been going through hell; Caught in a vicious spell Blinded by the lies, crossed course, stumbled and fell I'm feeling so alone, I think I'm 'bout to explode System overload [Verse 1] I've been broken by piers Seventeen years I been holding these tears A lot of days went by hope disappeared And it was painful looking in the eyes of the closest them near Everyday facing our fears as they crept by Grew up feeling angry so I never really slept right I'm in a hole trapped I feel the pain of my whole camp I feel the rage of that old tramp That you walk bye there on the street Like no one's caring for me so why'd I care if he eats See its a cruel world full of hate Another day of mistakes u just wanna change But the heart ache and memory's won't never leave I been through the pain, pain don't never ease Rap my life attack the mic I feel the pain we got trapped Inside but that's our lives [Hook] [Verse 2] I was looking for a home man I searched for years But they don't never see the picture when it hurts you here No one ringing up my phone I was kicked up out on my own So thinking is this life really worth the tears Many days all alone got my head stress And I been sat there trying to figure out the next step Cos I was young and on my own had me wishing I could grow Steady walking down this road in some next ends My Nana told me I should try and forget friends In life they don't wanna see you higher than it gets them And she was right cos I been sitting there at times And not a single one arrived to ever help like I helped them But I don't need em now life has taught me how to last They couldn't wear my shoes or every try and walk my path Or do the things I've done or ever face the stuff I faced And still come out on top and just smile as I walked away [Hook] [Verse 3] Its gettin' harder how we living this now So much thinking is doubt n it gets worse trying To figure it out And its trapped in your mind for days an only deepens Through the time it stays its like we ain't got the time To pray Ain't got time in the day its all about money so I guess We just grind away Its a life of pain with no gain but I'd rather take the knowledge Than j**els and chains cos only fools would change And there's a sacrifice we all make whether its good or bad There's a sacrifice we all take And life just don't seem great and if u don't relate then was Probably born eating off a golden plate There's no faith no hope just a broken road my feet hurt from This walk I got swollen toes And no one knows your pain so who can hold u close But I guess I grew like every other kid from broken homes [Hook]