T-Rock - I Am Not Weak lyrics

[Intro: T-Rock talking] [Verse 1] The devil lit the flame and put his (?) under my collar Destroy my self-esteem and cut me out of every dollar He threw me in the mental flames of hell, I swam in lava And told me God'll never hear me scream, don't even holler But it was all a matrix to keep me wastin' time He knew my destiny before my father made it mine And since he lost his crown, he tried taking mine The only way the devil can attack is through yo mind Don't listen to him, what he say to you, because he lyin' Every conviction he throw at you is to keep you blind Tryin' to be perfectly slip and feel like you disrespected Yo God above us still (?) feelin' disconnected God know you ain't perfect so who (?) you (?) pressin' If you are perfect what would be purpose of the resurrection? Tired of fightin' so I decided I'm turnin' my cheek I'm just stronger in Christ, ... weak [Hook] When you see me showin' love; I am not weak When you see me still smile, know that I am not weak I'm just stronger in God, stronger in God Stronger in God, stronger in God When you see me turn the other cheek; I am not weak What the devil meant for my defeat: rob me my peace Cause I'm stronger in God, stronger in God Stronger in God, stronger in God Shawty I am not weak [Verse 2] My sin (?) is only through God It got graced, I did and deserve it My problem is thinkin' if I didn't for (?) That I will probably be perfect It's easy for me to ... my brother ... curses But if I was put into court (?) guilty (?) will not be diverted Injustice was served, it would be hell or nothin' Man I am a (?) I feel like I (?) the book on self-destruction Plus I been selfish, I been all about myself or nothin' What a man must be a fool and not acknowledge up a problem I been a sinner since I was taught how to eat my dinner I can remember the devil usin' me through my temper I was a victim of my inner pain I tried to sincere I felt my life was injustice flooded with big pretenders It was a time I was so depressed I could k** myself But God kept it real when I wasn't real with myself He touched my heart, I no longer embraced the wrong within For change man I'm not weak, I'm just strong in here [Hook]