(feat. Jamie Foxx) [Spoken:] Whats happening man this T.I.P. you know I like to dedicate this song to anybody who every lost somebody, to the grave, to the streets, to the jail cell, I done been in situations where I done had to Cope with all three you know what I'm saying, I feel like the only thing I ain't done yet is die you know... But it ain't how I live when I'm here it's how I live when I leave ya dig [Chorus:] Life's up and downs they come and go ....but when I die I hope I live in the sky...All my folks who Ain't alive I hope they live in the sky.. pray to God when I die that I live in the sky ..It's true what Goes around comes back you know.. So when I die I hope I love in the sky.. All my folk who ain't survive may They live in the sky... Tell God I wanna fly and let me live in the sky... [Verse 1:] My cousin Toot ain't have to die right in front of his son and his wife He lost his life struggling over a gun Give a damn what he done that my motherf**ing folk and I love that n***a 'til d**h no motherf**ing joke I can feel my eyes feeling the Lord is my witness If I catch em Imma k** em I made it my business Back in the day you stayed in my business taught I didn't have to corporate yay in my business Coincidently that's why today you not wit me My cousin died ova some yay and I miss em Plus he had his family out let's say she the eye witness But her boyfriend did the shooting judge gave her life sentence I heard that now I'm dressed up in all black Shot up the whole apartments and still and brought back The best friend I had in Jamel I lost that I guess your d**h was a lesson in life it taught me that [Repeat chorus] [Verse 2:] Who ever seen a n***a go to jail sleep 'til day two Well thats how sick I was when Jay blew Found out the hard way That wasn't powder They was tooting Over-dosed on h**n died at 22 If you ain't heard about Daughter she smile just like you So cute even resorts to violence like you You know you ya baby mama Loose but ha what can you do And I got 4 myself yep it's been a few Now everything I do is for King, messiah, deyjah, demani Lord they all I got so please don't take em from me From me standing in the Trap wit coring and sir kap Laughing at the n***as who serve with no strap Tell them n***as man yall Tripping wit no map Ya robbing ask to borrow my pistol ain't no hap Me, you, the crew just fell out ova Dough and a little crack Never could apologize 'cause you died that's why they saying.. [Repeat chorus] [Verse 3:] I bet you n***as thinking that I living it up 'Til you see polices laughing as they picking me up Went from seeing how many b**hes i can fit in the truck To 3 hots and a cot is you kidding or what f** how Many millions I got n***a so what if I'm hot when I got prices on my head Feds rushing my spot a million Haters wont me dead force to carry me gat But you a seven time felon wat you doing with dat It's a catch 22 either you lose or lose That's the way the game structured for real n***as to suffer And I ain't never Been a busta alway stood on my feet Like a man prepared to take what ever coming for me A p**y n***a Or polices wit a warrant for me I'm a "G" prepared to die for whats important to me Look anybody in the Eye who say they want it wit me Put up the house and bet the odds if coming from me OG's say I need to Learn and be patient You telling me wit these seven years of probation Pistol charges and a host of Other open cases If n***as only knew the kind of time I was facing I tried to keep to myself but Sometime I couldn't take it Got 4 kids wit smiles on they faces Mean more to me than my crown and my bracelet Take that away from me and my life is bu*t naked [Repeat chorus]