Systematic - Right Before You lyrics

Once a child born not righteous Never again will I speak the truth Forever broken - my halo was bent down in two My halo bent right before you Never spoken - the scars that i can't hide My pain inside - like suicide My pain never dies I never told you and it was right before you If I told you what was on my mind? Would you mind? Deep within this dirty hole They never let me go They reach to pull my broken hope To settle thier reckless home