System Syn - I Will Not Survive This lyrics

I will not survive this And I won't pretend I want to You are so much stronger than me But once I had a dream Though I can't remember when And in that dream I could not find my scars But you will survive this So they say When you turn to water And flow down through the life that She remembers I never saw her dance I never heard her sing But once I met a girl who made me smile And right now I know she's not thinking of me And right now I know That she will not survive this Once I placed my head against your chest And listened to your heart beat it sounded almost human Then I closed my eyes and imagined That your scars has disappeared Though quick to open when I heard a noise A laughter at my childish thoughts So I wiped my tears away in shame Because I felt something That you were not capable of And knowing what happened What she did to herself How could I afford to cry I won't pretend I want to But I'm not that strong And I never believed That I would survive this I will not survive this