System Syn - The Edge Of Hell lyrics

Ugly things happen to beautiful people But physical beauty is all that exists Because inside you're still rotten Like the life you've forgotten That you locked in the closet When you went on vacation To a far away man Where things weren't quite real And where no one has feelings You're stealing my line When you don't care to call Or to fall to your knees When you know you've f**ed up And I'm left here in anger Just seething and boiling And hoping for you to just know what you've done And I thought you were all along The beautiful thing that would happen to me But I was wrong Because physical beauty is all that exists If I lied to myself I could say I don't miss you Or miss believing that your motives never were for you And you and you And you alone And you I gave you too much power to begin with And stripped myself bare of all my defense And you say you cant give me everything I need And to that I say You have no concept of what I need The only truth you know is what I tell you But you're so damn f**ing confident A smile for my compliment And I just want to make you feel The way I feel about you You're not so innocent as you look Or as you feel Flesh to flesh Affection's k**ing me again And penetrating through my armor The suit I've worn all these years Now falls apart when you're near I'm bleeding through When your flowers out of season You will have no other reason To let me go And be more shallow than my witch was years ago For she still told a pretty tale One where I don't go to hell And made me feel most welcome In everything that sounds like sin And so, so much for waiting to be broken Its too late I have one again become the gla** upon the shelf Moving towards the edge of hell