System Syn - Accident Days lyrics

So special to me In so many ways Didn't think that I'd find you Or care to for days And she prays So I stay here in solitude Sick in myself again Punching the air again Burning your photograph Wishing for us again Knowing you feel again Knowing I'm something So much more than nothing Just anything shy of a wink of your eye For the joy that you've spilled Or the boy that you've k**ed Don't think I've forgotten how dirty and rotten Your soul once could be Not to me Though that too But to everyone else Breaking a heart again Taking apart again All that you promised That I'd never miss In your kiss or your smile It may take me awhile Until I remember that ice cold December When I lit a fire And threw it to you On you it just died But in me caught the trees And spread through the forest It's been burning for years And has quenched many tears But don't fear what you've done You gave me a gift And to you I gave everything Give it back You don't deserve it I see that now You haven't earned it And now I don't have anything To offer as a gift To bring a smile to a girl Who I'd hold dear If I could Or if you'd ever let me go Or let me know... I'm not the one for you