Syrufit - shadow of jealousy lyrics

Nothing can hold me back just gradually getting to the shadow of jealousy. Because it is fate. Nothing can hold me back just gradually getting to the shadow of jealousy. Because it is fate. All time that I had felt happiness was an illusion. Please let me know why I am in this place lonely. Understand, but don't want to understand. Understand, but don't want to understand. Understand, but don't want to understand. I have already fallen in mistake. I have already lost everything. I have already sunk in water. Don't I know love of the truth? You who know love of the truth are hated. How you feel? My body becomes cold and the mind blazes up hot reversely. Don't I know love of the truth? You who know love of the truth are hated. How you feel? The mind is gradually turn into the color of the dark. Nothing can hold me back just gradually getting to the shadow of jealousy. Because it is fate. All time that I had felt happiness was an illusion. Please let me know why I am in this place lonely. Understand, but don't want to understand. Understand, but don't want to understand. Understand, but don't want to understand. I have already fallen in mistake. I have already lost everything. I have already sunk in water. Don't I know love of the truth? You who know love of the truth are hated. How you feel? My body becomes cold and the mind blazes up hot reversely. Don't I know love of the truth? You who know love of the truth are hated. How you feel? The mind is gradually turn into the color of the dark.