One moment inspired, the next three on your knees Trying so hard, you look like a movie of yourself Pulling and pushing and struggling… and nothing An understanding with no words to explain When you feel it in your joints right before the rain Not even really sure if it's real Feeling like you're part of the club, forgetting that you're not Laughing at all the inside jokes, hoping you don't get caught Pulling and pushing and struggling… and nothing An understanding with no words to explain When you feel it in your joints right before the rain But you can never tell if it's real Then when you're not paying attention, it comes pouring out But your muscles are atrophied, and you can't keep up with yourself Not used to so much goodness. And joy. And love. And it rushes by and you miss most of it And you drown in too much of a good thing ‘Cause you're so accustomed to pulling and pushing and struggling… You forget you can float