Symmetry - Junky lyrics

(Verse 1 ) I grow up in center deal, sorows up and down the streets And i feel right in my house Those sorownd needls on my feet We dont know what the f** they were We were inncocent, we kick em around In school we learn about things like that And we text it like it never happens Well be outside the crack house Wait for some friends to come back When he get his eyes will get empty Hes hell like his brain had a black whole Well be like Jane, why you acting wired ? He look up in the sky like Jesus talking And we just thought it was a strange person Because that sh** seems to happen often I was like not, I was into the Beatles But all my cousins was into the ? Came outside in the middle of the night With a gun to his head and it look so evil Screaming, come watch the end Some sh** I could not copper hand But those are the things that come to my brain And start to think about way back when (Hook) (Junky) where I come from It dont matter what you a addict from (Junky) ball it in your veins Something like you know how to run (Junky) no think that you could do for that one evil think to own (Junky) when youre reflection wont look back in your direction (Verse 2) Eight grade, I start to smokin marijuana sh**, had me open I had friends how relate to an angel Lase of a ? lase of a ? Even thou I had a lien on a shoulder I was guilty by a**ociation That means when they spark it up I was down for whatever man, I didnt say sh** I guess that I really couldnt see back then The monsters of my friends They had no place to turn That will make them feel good when will end the burn What can you do when your best friend looks at you And ask you : Man do you trust me? Take these machos and you just pike For a lil while that wont make you a casket I saw a fair in a face of a lion I saw the end of space and time I saw my friends for what they were I saw Lucy in the sky with diamonds But I came left and see But my friends aging kept the stem I hoped off for a really cross and they get roar to American dream (Hook) (Junky) where I come from Dont matter what you a addict from (Junky) put it n your veins Something like I know how to run (Junky) no thing you wont do for that evil thing you have (Junky) when your reflection wont look back in your direction (Verse 3) I remember my best friends One of the very last time I saw him Pulled out of bag that h**ne And line by line he build his coffin I was so f**ed up, I went home And locked myself in the room all alone Thats when I first knew I was a Junky Cuz every time that friend call my phone I will not leave cuz I need it to write For me to make a song, I will bleed on the fight I pull up , I was as a twinkle in night Thats one thing that make me feel right My mom ask me if I was on drug And I say no but maybe I was But at the end of the night in was wide awake With a pad in the pen but that was my bus I stop eating and talking to my friends When they spoke to me it didnt make sense Maybe it was on my blood all along Or maybe I needed to feel like him Eyes roll back in my head Take a deep breath, then let go Lose my f**ing sanity, what about then? Thats what I know (Hook) (Junky) where I come from Dont matter what you addict from (Junky) pull it in your veins , somethi like know how to wine (Junky) no thing you wont do for that one evil thing (Junky) when your reflection wont look back in your direction