Symetrik - Coulda Been This, Coulda Been That lyrics

light a fire deep within, now you know how it begins, sin is just a touch away, look me in my eyes and I'll ease your pain so tell me why you hate to love barely even knowing who you can trust give me just a second chance, I'll make you see you're blind for not accepting all the reasons that I'm broke I hate to be the singer of the words on which I choke, I smoke to cure the sickness you implanted in my chest, as the pain engulfs my vision I can feel you less and less I hope you're just a test, if you're the best I'll walk away, I'm frozen to the bone with what I know I'm 'bout to say I'll write away the shame and I will dig my grave alone, if you swear you never loved me I'll engrave it on the stone (hook by Gravity) You coulda been the reason that I'm breathing, that I'm fiending, For the taste of all your demons, why I'm dreaming of your leaving, And it's pleasing, all this screaming 'bout the feelings that you feel, and all the healing, on the real that's just you popping all those pills, and you're k**ing all the time that we enjoyed a quiet night, devoid of panic, pain, or anger, full of pointless, perfect sighs, so now I hope you're satisified with all your lies right to my face, and now I would not hesitate to take your name and press erase, I got a little problem with the way you put me down and shove me out the f**ing door as if you don't want me around, so now I'll end up using d**, abusing girls who hate my face, the pressure finally breaks me and I end up in my grave I ain't just understating when I say I'm sick of living, diminish my complaining, and ignore all my misgivings, tell me I'm forgiven, yeah I'm trippin' with this stress, promise you'll erase me 'till there's nothing f**ing left (hook by Gravity) tell me that I'm nothing, burn me to an ash fade into the blackness, just a stain upon the past fill another gla** with all the toxins of your choice, tell me why you hate me and I'll finally find my voice, I ain't just making noise but I am lighting up flame, tell me that I'm worthless and I'll never be the same, shame you won't believe me, so I'm turning up to the sound, and I will always have a message 'till I'm six feet underground