Sworn In - Cross My Heart lyrics

I wish nobody poked these holes At the top of this god damn jar I never knew I never knew That you’re my least favorite part I crossed my heart You say you want it I say you don’t You say you want it but you won’t There’s only needles There’s no more eyes You say you want it I’ve given you so many tries I’ve given you so many tries Cross my heart And hope to die I’ll never understand So I won’t try It’s been a while since I let you breathe It doesn’t matter how many times I’ve tried to make you leave We’re the same and there’s nothing I can do I accept this part and I think I love it too Cross my heart And hope to die I’ll never understand So I won’t try Cross my heart And hope to die I’ll never understand So I won’t try Bad luck Bad luck Bad luck Bad luck I won’t fight it I won’t fight it We’re f**ing stuck Stuck together here to stay Do you know what it’s like? To have the worst in you glorified By f**s who only care When you’re sad or if you cried Positive reinforcement for feeling suicidial? For wishing I was dead? Why didn’t you ask if I was okay instead?