Swell - What I Always Wanted lyrics

Now i'm failing to come down ...what i always wanted I always went in the lake and now i sit the shore I notice the time, the place, the booze, the heat, the score... I sleep when the sun goes down, might rise on it's return I think about everything and nothing's what i learn I wanted to pray alone i name you in this prayer I wanted this day alone i blame you in this prayer The gift that i'm choosing is a gift for changing light Who cares if this day proceeds through wrongness or through right Whatever was in the lake will wash up on the shore I found all the days i lost and never lose no more I sleep... o.k., there's time for this.