Swain - Heavy Dancing lyrics

What if my friends weren't really friends? What if a smile was a charade? What if I saw just an other face? What if a look was just a gaze? Save me. I couldn't keep it at bay. Soothe me. I went and threw my hopes away. No purpose, no meaning. No love, but still a heart left beating. Young beauty, swallow me whole. ‘Cause I know you've got soul. Sorrow comes, when sorrow calls. And when she does, my whole world falls. Misery, madness... I'm starting to fight it. But what if our hopes were just really misguided? When I'm not so sure I can untie this knot, this heavy dancing is all I've got