Sutherland - Now I See lyrics

[Verse 1: Lipsmoker] This one's for you Eddie Sperm donor, truth Eddie You're bringing up another three that don't belong to you Eddie Was forced to take a kid without a wish that it was true Eddie When mum was getting sick and all you ever shown was truancy Have some f**ing scrutiny I'm giving you cruelty Needed a bag did you dad? Then why not sell all our j**ellery All I needed was a dad, a father figure through puberty f** your blags, your never hads and you ain't never been true to me Seven miles away and you weren't showing your face I guess it's time for me to accept you're a f**ing disgrace And if you can't provide, why put a hole in a rubber And if you can survive, why not survive with my mother And if you can't decide, then why go make me a brother Your f**ing heart's a lie, I guess I've seen every colour That you have tried to hide but now I don't have to wonder Deleted your number To me you're six feet under And I hope that you suffer [Chorus] Now I see Now I see I don't need you, now I see you don't need me But I don't need anybody, everybody can see what I see Now I see Now I see I don't need you, now I see you don't need me But I don't need anybody, everybody can see what I see [Verse 2: Sutherland] Neglectful relations left me wreckless The only woman that I've ever loved shouldn't have to work through jobs to give us breakfast The beginning of the stress is amplified by your lack of presence When my father left us all when I was seven Domestic violence, d** up in the crib Eight arms like spiders as he sold from the home that homed his kids Half brother and sis so I'm on the only one that's his Looking in the mirror, noticing resemblance exists Meet him once a week Where the pa**ive smoking creeped In my lungs so when I left my stomach was always weak Used to sit and cry until there was blood up on my cheek Missing him, too young to understand the devil in his speech Man it's deep, grandfather got enough photographic memories I hope you rest in peace, I'll always rep you in the melodies Remembering paps saying he's waiting for your d**h to be Thinking he was sick, well John I reckon now I finally see [Chorus][x2] Now I see Now I see I don't need you, now I see you don't need me But I don't need anybody, everybody can see what I see Now I see Now I see I don't need you, now I see you don't need me But I don't need anybody, everybody can see what I see