Suspect - I don't Know lyrics

[Verse 1 - Suspect] My dad slapped me, I slapped him back With a hammer this time, yeah that's what's up I had to cheat and ask him pa** it back But he didn't stand up, guess that's his luck Sorry daddy, never meant to hurt you I was angry when I was on was on curfew You don't worry, they're coming to nurse you Aye aye aye Mommy's gonna flip Cops on the watch with their guns on hip But sick, looking for me so I run more quick Nearly outa breath so I slip and slide to side Jackson five style and I Pause for a minute, so I can replenish all of my feelings telling me to go for the k**ing Coz when the cops go for the villain they don't play Any music I use in the blue it's just sirens I'm designed to be violent High in a tower block hiding You can see the blood on my denim I can smell em' getting closer [Hook] I don't know See I just wanna dead em (I don't know) Will I go to heaven? (I don't know) (repeat x2) [Verse 2 - Duke] When I see fully at this rate At this rate that I won't see me a next day My life ain't worth it I can't find the purpose the why I've surfaced to this earth I wish I misbirthed And is sick to know I stick to this world And who knows if it's this I deserve I deserve anguished stick to hit nerves If not so I slit my wrist first But still I find them fired, no violence Yet till I go back to the wife or should I tell her Telling her is not gonna make this no better If things don't change better call my land in the south For I'm still the man of the house My son 3 years of age don't need to dead beat dad today Some tragedy, what can I say (I don't know ) No family (I don't know ) I'm having a bad life so I need to know (I don't know ) Should I get a reverend? [Hook] I don't know Will I go to heaven? (I don't know) See I just wanna dead em (I don't know) Will I go to heaven? (I don't know) [Break] [Verse 3 - Suspect] What I say or do is the same as usual May just boo you on stage a**uming You're making tunes just to make the news With some ‘hey I'm beautiful' Take a few with you I ain't amused I'm paying my dues You're making a fool Too many who bruise when You really abusing You stay with your views I'll stay in my room You're too lame and you're stupid You make me wanna fight Make me wanna war See a body on the floor See a trolley in the morgue Anybody have a sword? To break this chain off Somebody please help me Take this brain off I feel like a slave that's chained to hate That's trained to mate This brain of ape But no one can take this pain away So I pray and wait on a rainy day and say [Hook] See I just wanna dead em (I don't know) Will I go to heaven? (I don't know) (repeat x8)