Suspect - Heaven lyrics

[Verse 1]: Matteo Vagabond Stuck in a dark mind state Look in the mirror at my face Trying to figure out where I'll stay A nomad asking for acid wherever I'm standin' For all the sins I've committed I might pay But I'm more scared to lose my rhymes Slay beats because we ain't got sh** better to do I've enlightened myself that I'm better than you I don't got the chains I don't got the the grills I don't got the face But, unlike you, I'm real Think I won't choke you up? Ask Suspect when some b**h was being a b**h he spoke to much And with his wrist slit I might have pushed on his throat too much I ain't never spoke too much So f**ing poor I can't tote two blunts Being sober got me feeling low too much It started off as a joke But I've become a loco f** [Bridge] If you think you know us You don't know too much Because we don't even know ourselves X2 Other than we're headed straight to hell X4 [Verse 2]: Suspect Hell Where I'm summoned from But you have no idea where I'm coming from Two thumbs up is what you gave me No one but myself has raised me Made six tracks and they all are hits Mike Will didn't make sh** Got [?] can't afford her one Might invest in a big nice gun Playing It's just a joke Two gold lines is what I smoke Let me make this crystal clear I'm a demon and I prey on your ears It has been like this for years Stirrin' up my bourbon and I'm slurrin' up my words Try saying that fast and in reverse Play me back the words you heard First you love me then you don't Until you want something down the road Now all my f**ing thoughts are cold And in my mind I'm growing old Growing old In my mind I'm growing old X2 [Outro]: Matteo Vagabond f**!