Survay Says - Ode To My Willpower (Or Lack Thereof) lyrics

This might be what I amount to Someone who is used to letting the world just ignore me while I cuddle up with my LCD screen It might just be what I need These prescriptions make my stomach bleed And nothing outside of my door makes me wanna get up on my feet again Try and understand that i'm not really a fan But I think its just who I am Picking myself up, letting myself down Here comes another shame spiral Topping all of this is at the bottom of my list And one day, I might be able to pick myself off of the floor But not today I could give myself a chance, get in the right zone I have way too many friends to feel this alone And maybe I could shed some pounds and up my self-esteem But if you only like me then, you're probably not who I want around me I'd rather you like the round me And maybe one day it will come to me Not to live perfunctory and I won't be left with Picking myself up, letting myself down Here it comes Topping all of this is at the bottom of my list And maybe one day I'll pick myself up But not today