Such A Mess - Never Tell Me The Odds lyrics

I ripped the cornerstone from progress, Collapsed under the weight. I’m spent. Honestly, How the hell am I still awake? You’re terrified of failure in a world that’s not afraid. We’re only as bold as the moves we make. We’re only as bold as the moves we make. For Christ’s sake, give it a rest. If I haven’t yet, what makes you think I’ll come around? Your fractured thoughts on what life’s about Are fault lines cracking up a stable ground. No, I won’t stop now. I ripped the cornerstone from progress, Collapsed under the weight. I’m spent. Honestly, How the hell am I still awake? You said you wanted more from me. I’m clawing through the wreckage for a victory, But the pressure's hard to shake. How the hell am I still awake? You only ever talk down. You spit bullets from a naive mouth. I guess you know it all now, but you don’t. No, you don’t. You're counterproductive, destructive, a fraction of yourself. Your hollowed heart got ripped apart. Now your words have a body count. I ripped the cornerstone from progress, Collapsed under the weight. I’m spent. Honestly, How the hell am I still awake? You said you wanted more from me. I’m clawing through the wreckage for a victory, But the pressure's hard to shake. How the hell am I still awake? If you told me I’m a failure, I'd have to disagree 'Cause I built this life on restless nights and reckless memories. And I know I'll make mistakes, but I won’t admit defeat 'Cause I built this life on restless nights and reckless memories. I ripped the cornerstone from progress, Collapsed under the weight. I’m spent. Honestly, How the hell am I still awake? You said you wanted more from me. I’m clawing through the wreckage for a victory, But the pressure's hard to shake. How the hell am I still awake?