​stephen niday - No Looking Back lyrics

[Produced by Stephen Niday] [Intro: Malcolm X] No, I don't worry. I'll tell ya, I'm a man who believed that I died twenty years ago, and I live like a man who is dead already. I have no fear whatsoever of anybody or anything [Verse] Every day I look in the mirror and close my eyes ‘Cause seein' myself is like seein' someone about to die With the knife stuck in his back, blood all in the cul de sac Everybody tryin' to help but they were too late to react Now his soul up in the Heavens but his body still on Earth He get lost up in the herbs and he can't write another verse He can't right a single wrong, he can't sing another song He be lookin' like he strong but deep down he know it hurts They be talkin' all that jazz, I be spittin' on they truth Wonder why I hit like Ruth when I be swingin' with my dukes I woke up to all the yellin' but don't talk about my feelings Ain't no softy, you a Aubery, I'm a Rocky, I'm not sorry Pardon me, pardon me but I was talkin' all my sh** Won't let it happen again even if they got a clip Real men don't cry, many men wish d**h I'mma go out like Pac and do this sh** without a vest Cleanse my soul in Hennessy and wash that sh** with jealousy Commit another felony like that's the only remedy The recipe for destiny be hittin' hard as ecstasy Heavily medicated melody inside a reverie Heavenly, heavenly father why you so far away? Every memory has a bar that's hard to say So I get lost in a blue dream with a little 40 Eat the fruit, the pain will be back shortly Breathe, and breathe And believe that one day we will all be set free Until then I'mma bleed for you and for me So please, just please, rest your eyes and go to sleep I'm a martyr, you can see all of the scars I'm a martyr, do not be alarmed I'm a martyr, I'mma die for my cause I'm a martyr, with plans of being a god