[Verse: Amar Chong] Have mercy, I'm sorry to the woman that birthed me You illest thing to ever walk on the earth see I could be that n***a, kinda seem like you searchin' But honestly I ain't the kinda n***a that's perfect I'm into verses, instrumentals in hearses And verde, I'm even gettin' lifted on Thursday I'll be gettin' fried when a n***a is 30 And when we 30 we could kick it and sh** Right now I'm tryna get to a brick Been dope for a moment, now it's time to give it a kick I started channelling, with the flick of the wrist Young n***a gettin' all Q-Tip in this sh** It makes sense, since low end I been flowin' through the rhythms and the paths, but do the math "Beats Rhymes and Life" didn't drop till 96... Our "Love Movement" gotta give it a sec Cupids arrows gettin' hit with a tech, I know the stress Difference is a n***a writing his life and smokin' sess With visions of a different life, and no regrets Where the n***as always covered in ice and cold begets I'm tryna smoke an L through the night, on a Jet Could you imagine that? I knew it'd make you laugh And honestly, that's probably the main reason logically to even fathom after that sh** matter fact You're the reason that I know that I'ma get it I used see the future, and you were kinda in it And we were kinda chillin', prolly plottin' on some children I started k**in', little Marlen major feelings A major in the writtens', without a major A n***a took it to another degree Name another n***a f**in' with me, and if he f**in' bet that n***a still ain't f**in' with me You know it's true Since high school we were somethin' to see, and I ain't even know ya name I know the pain though The sky cries we lay with wide eyes and fall asleep upon the rainbow I know your brain yo Or maybe all of my a**umptions are just fables Or maybe what I'm really wanting is a raincoat While it was fallin', it had yet to fall upon you that we shoulda just got lost inside the drain And she said she knew She knew She told me she understood what I have to do She wanted me to live, till it's time for I do So she said she knew... It's okay, I found someone new