Starlito - Mental Warfare (feat. Robin Raynelle) lyrics

I spent all my time (Trying not to lose control) All my time I lost my mind (Trying not to lose my soul) Trying not to lose my soul, my soul When you alone the world seem so big, I feel like I'm by myself Cause I never hear from nobody, until they need my help I got 8 bills to pay today, and 2 more due on the 12th Half of 'em ain't even mine, hell I probably just smoke what's left I tell you what I ain't gon' do, feel sorry for myself I'mma do it 'til they say I did it to d**h, fall off, nah dog kidding yourself I'm at a crossroads where my choices determine my fortune It's either do business with vultures or unemployment Went to the doctor for one appointment, she said I was crazy Well not really, depressed and prescribed all types of medication I read the side effects, decided I wouldn't ever take 'em How ironic I wasn't ever patient just overly dedicated Can't please everyone, can't balance everything right now I don't even wanna try Swear a n***a so muf**in' tired that I might not sleep when I die Riding 'round with this heat on my side Since I was younger I had beef and all my pride Cause these n***as think I'mma let it slide My homies probably think I won't ride I just think that I think too much On top of that I still drink and get high So f** it, it's an eye for an eye, now the blind lead the blind Now you losing control, losing yo soul, losing time Got off your grind, you lost yo mind, I spent all of mine trying not to