Spodee - Life Ain't Easy lyrics

If they cuss fine Jesus, what they gon' do to me? Maybe the same, myself or them, who should I blame? Locked behind walls will either make ya go insane Or make you change for those who had years, let me explain I started out with nothin', now I got so much to gain Ain't neva had money, so to me, money ain't the fame I want the power and respect, the rest I will obtain Ancestors slaved for years but we still wouldn't change They be ? tryna k** David Told my n***a I hope nothin' I do make em feel degraded When I feel the statements, cultivate my greatest rhyme Will it do my soul some good to justify my state of mind? I hope the lord call my name, I don't need roll call Hope they'll have to free my n***a Mick cause then my hood dies So many bumps and bruises I took on this road, y'all So every night I pray with faith before I doze off Life ain't easy being me and life probably ain't easy bein' you Here's what I think we should do, keep livin' our life until we trough A thug came to me right now, will he accept me or will he strike down? Any ideas of me up there but it's here here, does he care? Church heart, you'll see me there Strip club and the dope house, but I'm weak there I made around with my salvation and I prepare for the judgement Where you must get chest tights for all of that thug sh** Measure myself so sick with regret throwin' up on the judgement And even all the dope can buy all the lawyers in all the world can't push this Thought that you would help, but you didn't, cause you was with all the bullsh** Why ya left the one who was in love with you For the one you thought you was in love with You thought all the sh** that you got away It was over with but it wasn't Tell me how can I excuse it when I'm just usin' excuses Man, the devil is a lie (I am too still, still I'm rebukin' for life)