Sole - Home lyrics

Grow strong homeless Go on numbers, go on home There's nothing to see except insults thrown at body of works Felt it before, and during, and after re-occuring Happening for a reason, I never regret So I'll never be sorry enough to earn back the respect I'm a broken record, playing out a broken dream on sh**ty speakers Man it s**s to be myself and hurts to bite the lips It k**s to think they say I'm becoming something else Yet I feel the same And dirty, and guilty and alone And needing to acknowledge that I need no approval Here I am again at square one who am I and who are they? Consuming all of my time, this ain't hip-hop But I'm supposed to be a rapper Why did I make this place? I'm far away from home and I have no home Why did I come to this place? Far away from home and I have no home So I sleep under papers and talk to myself in public places I stagger and twitch, and drive a 400 dollar car I'm taking it on the road again, this time I'm never coming back 'til I'm dead Pour another keg Shake my leg it's broken That's my name run it through the mud I still remain A beast, a mountain of moss purging all the stagnance This stage is the saddest place I've ever been Let this be a lesson Let us be cheapened Let's not be the lesser Let's beat around the bush 'til my brain rots, and apples fall And everyone indulges and enjoys, and maybe dies of cancer We all gotta go, it's all gotta go, and I've changed my mind again I'm not gonna go out like I should For I'm so humbled, I have no shame, many dignities, and an inability to simplify So throw things, I'll catch them, and hopefully in time you will to Let me breath for you, you're choked up and afraid to show it I'm a person, not a poet and it's wack to rhyme poet with show it But see it's obvious I can't change and I'm not finished But I live in this space so give that much to me The freedom to be in a space A space like my own air Heir to no one's throne La la la this song is not a message Arrogant people make me Silent people interest me Why can't anybody leave me in peace? Why bother? Brothers, sisters, orphans, and dolphins No one person is that special, we ride the short bus to oblivion Living in a commune It's a small rock we're standing I wanna understand, I need to lay down The background moves so fast it's hard to see the faces of my loved ones But their voices I follow and somehow end back in the same place 'Til everything stops And nobodys there, and I'm walking down the street mumbling over the sound of my footsteps echoing off; Looking for a place to lay my feet But nobody's home Nobody's home, excuse me sir, nobody's home