Solange - Calendar lyrics

Ive been throu the river Ive gone throu the storm Ive been throu the fire the battles ive won lets start with November i slept by an angel that once she agreed that is when she felt dead i cant even begin to explain the pain don cost me ill neva b the same now while that bullet it hurt ill have a whole parking lot and ill neva question god about how it tore me apart Chorus papa papa you live you cry but i got over just check your calendar they don't have meaning in my life think their pretty but im a roller just check your calendar December 25 he got on one knee he told me forever and i took the ring we were so young in love cloud 9 everyday was like we were in heaven he always put me first cause im lucky 7 but things got complicated that puweree came brainin she said ur 6 weeks pregnant i said im only 17 yes so how will i know what to do with a baby on my own will my family disown me will i lose everything will ya b there 4 me chorus