Snowgoons - Man In the Mirror lyrics

[Feautring: Nut-Rageous] [Clip from Halloween] I'm fighting this pain in my heart Spitting the flame in the art Finding myself in the dark, hoodie on in a park Waiting for the next civilian, don't got love for children I'm trouble minded (These demons got me blinded) I can't figure it up, these thoughts I can't hide them I can't fight them, but I'm a find them looking at the man in the mirror You right behind me, with the same reflection as me (So don't surprise me) Your only as sick as your secrets, that's how the street gets this deep sh** All aboard, my flow will leave you seasick, peep this Ego tripping, you can't defeat this I'm on the red team, you can hear the screams from the bleachers I'm trapped in a tunnel of violence where the sirens Play on my block like diabolical violins You can hear the lost souls screaming on Riker's Island Cell to cell, you can hear them (tremble in hell) I'm a rebel as well, in this treacherous world With pimps that turn nuns into a venturous girl I blame it on my pop's semen These demons got me in a chain snatching spree (Don't let me catch you [? ]) It's messed up the way I was born, now my mental is torn Trying to survive this perfect storm Even my notepad's getting blurry So blurry, visions of being alive in a coffin buried Angel on my right shoulder, Devil on the left To the n***as that got shot, ran outta breath Lost so much blood and collapsed on the steps of the lobby in the projects (getting closer to d**h) It's a hobby, do robberies, when your pocket are full of lint Can't get a job, don't want to join the army I wanna cut my wrists, suicidal thoughts got me seeing gun smoke in the fog So I walk these streets of New York Shattered gla** on the floor, from the mirror that I broke in the room So God just forgive me, for all of my sins And maybe one day you'll let me do this all over again