Smoke - Through The Storm lyrics

[Poem: Rainmaker] I sit heavy.. Because there is an anvil chained To a twilight sky in my stomach A screaming dog Barking the secret of life And a gypsy using the earth Like a marble in my voice Trying to understand The shaman sun bathing on my tongue A gun Shooting a bullet In the shape of a woman giving birth To an army of unicorns in my fingers And a mermaid arguing in my pen But I remember When she used to hold me in the thick of us Our inhale might as well have been Laced with dragon's breath Until she told me She needed to get away from my gravity After I orbited around another sun [Verse 1: Tuan X] I was once your eyes That you used to see Straight through all my lies And hypocrisy And I was once your hands That kept you safe from harm But will we survive? [Hook: Tuan X & Sabrina Clery] (Through The Storm!) When I was scared I would run from you (Through The Storm!) And I can't (Will we survive?) Sing your name the same When I was scared I would run from you (Through The Storm!) Every time I'd reach nowhere (Will we survive?) Nowhere.. nowhere.. [Verse 2: Tuan X] I was once your nose That you used to smell Every foul word That I used to yell And I was once your tongue That you used to taste Infidelity Left below my waste And I was once your ears That you used to hear Every woman sing Whenever you were near And I was once your hands That kept you safe from harm But will we survive? [Hook] [Verse 3: Tuan X] I was once the soul That you so revered Only to find my scriptures Were lies I told for years And I was once your hands That kept you safe from harm But will we survive? (Can We?) [Poem: Rainmaker] Said sometimes I feel like a black dot on a white canvas Empty and full all at the same time And I asked her The morning after "Do you still love me?" Told me, "maybe in another life." Said the pain was so deep She would have to unzip her bones In order to love me again And I am here A carefully carried heartbreak [Hook] [Poem: Rainmaker] Wishing for a severed moment When my insides touched hers And you felt it in the middle of the night I will speak of how I lost you To the weight of my man and my flesh My desires, urgent back then But now I find myself thinking of you Unwilling to love another the way I loved you The way you were always meant to me I cannot move on And these dreams in the 7th hour of the day Keep showing me an image Of setting my heart on fire And breaking my ribs to spell your name Your name The only one I can never forget Somewhere On a table There is a ring And the rest Of my life (When I was scared I would run from you) (When I was scared I would run from you)