[Verse 1: Slaine] I thought that I could never trust you Never mind love you, lust you Get a brush everytime I f** you Try to figure what a clever mind is up to You trying to figure me out Leave no evidence, just clues Cuss you in the morning Whisper at you when it's us two Get drunk and high together We f** other s*uts too You crazy as I am and you think I'm a heroic guy The way I live my life How I handled what was going by Fascinated to you but you get it, you don't judge me I love you for that but I was hoping you don't love me Me and you was beautiful The world think that we're ugly For years I've been trying To clean the dirt that they drug me through Still love my ex-wife she loves me too But we can't coexist and that's the ugly truth And I think she has a cold heart She thinks I'm disgusting see Fix the so and so garbage This is how it all started This is going to be hard to hold onto 'less you trusted me See I love my son and I ain't f**ing up my custody I know what love is And trust me baby it's a luxury I grew up rough I should be in a ditch so no one f**s with me Thanks to b**hes I got a few bucks in this tux with me These eyes been around too long I had enough to see You've got a sad soul I've got a torn heart I'm a rebel and a villain baby You're a p**n star Where do we go from here? I don't think it's clear Come close to me, talk to me while I drink this beer [Hook: Slaine] This our moment So every single minute we spend Trying to hold on to it We may never get it again This is our moment This is our moment And I don't want to stop but I can't save it It's not k**ing me So every single second we spend Trying to hold on to it 'Cause I guess it lets me pretend This is our moment This is our moment And I don't want to stop but I can't save it It's not k**ing me [Verse 2] You left my chest breathless Restless as the best s** is But cracked my code and stole my phone And checked the text message Doing x and x is shooting out for mine My ex gets it We screaming throats until I'm closer to my next exit You're intrusive, I'm abusive when it gets hectic We break up, we make up and then we accept it Are we a mess yes it's harder 'til we less hectic We always crash and burn And then we start up with our best effort But when you came into my world I was so cold and lonely I share my deepest darkest sh** I never told the homies Everything will be alright As long as you keep holding on me I'm with any business that you needed When you called upon me And you did everything and anything to make me feel That I could pick myself back up And if not you would take the wheel Where do we go from here? Don't think we'll ever know Don't let me slip away Don't want to let it go [Hook]