Vowed to never live on my knees Never beg, I'm never fed, off of 'gimme' or 'please' I never bled off of crawlin' So if I should bleed it's from my hands dry wallin' Holdin' this sh** is me Every wall that I installed, every entrance you see I drew it all and through it all, up to just what it be Knew it all, true to all, movin' on, true to form Forgiveness is at the end and I got endings to weave Attaching 'em where they meet at Back to where my lean at Dreams got wings but they clippin' 'em where they breathe at So f** tryin' to sing I'm tryin' to swing where the seat's at And know that anything that I bring, I'm tryin' to read that I try to fight a feelin' but the feeling subsides And the high that you've been given when you get to provide Is to find the ambition that you wish to revive Live and die, but while you livin', keep the kitchen in mind And remember, the place mats is laid where they should be at And everybody made they way to where they seats at Feel like all eyes on me from how they need that Can't be mad at 'em cause here is where they eat at So me, I'm tryin' to decorate the kitchen table And put enough around for everyone of them mouths I mean, I'm just tryin' to decorate the kitchen table And put enough around for everyone sittin' down I mean... The process of providin' and tryin' to find it And words pa**in' the margin and contemplating consignment And circle backwards and forwards and fallin' for the reminder Then stressin' over these plates and the utensils that's beside 'em You countin' three times and hopin' you counted wrong Till all of the count is gone And all that you counted on ain't on the table And you was suppose to make sure that was decent And now all this decorating is needed Never waited to see it cause ain't nobody waitin' to be seated And they ain't tryin' to change up how they eatin' Man of the house entails bringin' home anything but a reason Cause a reason can't clear away the grievance So f** all that Before departin' I'll turn into G. Garvin As long as the plate is straight I can deal with the deeper margins Long as I'm 808 I can deal with being a target Long as we ate today you can call it what you call it But remember, the place mats is laid where they should be at And everybody made they way to where they seats at Feel like all eyes on me from how they need that Can't be mad at 'em cause here is where they eat at So me, I'm tryin' to decorate the kitchen table And put enough around for everyone of them mouths I mean, I'm just tryin' to decorate the kitchen table And put enough around for everyone sittin' down And remember, the place mats is laid where they should be at And everybody made they way to where they seats at Feel like all eyes on me from how they need that Can't be mad at 'em cause here is where they eat at So me, I'm tryin' to decorate the kitchen table And put enough around for everyone of them mouths I mean, I'm just tryin' to decorate the kitchen table And put enough around for everyone sittin' down I mean...