Sex money and murder All the decorations they set up under the curtains They sitting here singing they never wanted to hurt us And never would they ever So I guess they made good on they're promises all together But maybe they really didn't Meaning they really did get to semi auto lifting Ricochet reasons when they ricochet rabbit us Trick bullets that'll stop mid air and mallet us We just tryin' to duck it but they bucking like if practice was Targeted to here, out the window with this view From this apartment with a stare that'll make you wanna see more All of this intrigue will make you leave from outta these doors And look for where Quiles is, bigger dreams Penciled in Hennessy adrenaline Throw down, stand up and die for it like blizzard did 40 ounces on 40 degree days, penning 40 bar verses With 40 on each page and writing around the holes I'm running outta room when I'm writing So I suppose my pose is more in depth My pose along the steps is home so to the d**h We was built to play the right and I chose to bust a left Dedicated to better living, spending on better women Took it and ran wit when they said we better get it Like we was doing good but we doing better winning And knowing there could be no better ending And it's dedicated to never living, spending but never getting Took it to stand with it when they said we'll never get it Like we misunderstood them wanting to never switch it And knowing that this sh** is never ending And looking back on it, it all started in Steel's apartment One in the same if there's something to say Something to say like I was still just the one to remain One to remain like I was dealing wit one in the cham' One in the cham' like the feeling there is nothing to gain Nothing to gain like I'm wheeling in to jump in that lane Jump in that lane like revealing I was one in the same It circles back and we just tryin' to jump in that ring Jump in that ring like if we won't get to jump in again I mean like all we wanted was opportunity And even if we couldn't be exact, we knew the means Even if we couldn't see a stack we was true to dream And even when we got to be in that we never knew to eat f**ing something or at least we was pursuing it And ordering lobster fried rice if we was doing it, ha Young and wide eyed, sprung off of Diddy crew Like word to Puff wait 'til we get in these living rooms Or better yet I 'cause I was all alone in a basement full of eyes That was similar to mine with no similar in rhyme None similar to mine and we kicking it like sh** is live or die Dedicated to better living, spending on better women Took it and ran wit when they said we better get it Like we was doing good but we doing better winning And knowing there could be no better ending And it's dedicated to never living, spending but never getting Took it to stand wit it when they said we'll never get it Like we misunderstood them wanting to never switch it And knowing that this sh** is never ending And looking back on it, it all started in Steel's apartment 'Cause we once a crew of youngin's of the same kind Quick to holla up at something with the same line Never changed so if we out then I'ma still roll And let the feeling remind us until the feeling's gone