Skizzy Mars - Insomniac lyrics

Racing from gate to gate, hope I don't miss my flight This year has been insane, I hope I'll be alright My grandpa pa**ed last month, I hope my dad's alright And my grandma too, that keeps me up at night I got so much sh** on my mind,I had a therapist To try to help me to fit in but I never did, so f** fitting in And them teachers, and them lessons, and those hot a** cla**rooms we was sitting in Just learning, lunchtime burning Cla**room yearning, for this money we earning One A and straight C's, day dreams at eighteen f** doing the same thing and f** chasing the same dreams Things ain't what they seem My homies f**ed up, my homies wilding out We can't control it Money like Pacquiao Ain't backing down, all you clowns ain't laughing now [Hook:] So what you thinking bout? Tell me what's on your mind Lately we're talking less And drinking all the time I never opened up It keeps me up at night So where's the bottle at? I'm an insomniac Here's a toast to my Wall Street cla**mates The nine to five office dudes, the "you ate a**" face I'm first and all these haters steady in last place We taking different paths, we both in the fast race Of life See I ain't slept in the pa**ed days Just writing rhymes all the time, cajoling with a couple dimes Tell her I just don't complain, I just go and take what's mine I say I'm a MC, b**hes know it's hammer time So why you f**ing hating? Cause I'm f**ing famous Lame dudes with lives un-entertaining Internet thugs, you're message board conservators My crew is getting smaller, cities overpopulating Everybody fake, man f** these dudes My fifth string girl wouldn't f** these dudes And how do I commit if I'm not sure? And how am I supposed to lobby for you from the top floor? [Hook] Open up your eyes, this is inspiration Where I'm at there's no limitations They might read complex but these n***as basic Man I might be going crazy Mirrors in my crib so I can always see the future Every day you getting older, every day I'm getting newer Locked in the room hoping everything will be aright But I'll never know so I'm up all night [Hook]