Skinny Puppy - Left Handshake lyrics

I think I'm water I sickness grows inside Help me out of it "You are a light" "You are a sound" "Drift within" "This is your body" I decayed and rot away Your bloody mind's set "Did you get lost on the trip" You don't know me "Did you get trapped in memory" You can't heal a soul "Did you forget" ??? fear walk till one A.M. "What did you do" Last morning "You brought your own mind games with you" Little one or two "You had to make it a bad trip" No color Darkness flesh pot Mind reflecting Through the paint of a picture Cracks of the believable vision In turn in bone Watered down ??? take ingest it Poison The cross repeats astounds Presenting a sight "Quiet dormant sea of light" Visual betrayal Last rights denied ??? trails a long road inside "Buried" "A ma** grave" Mind has defeated The stain of disease Dirt lipped motherf** Chose a life of ease Hard to believe When ??? falls Takes a soul Travels a trip to the edge of it all Why can't they see I'm still in control Starving eyes "Quiet dormant sea of light" ??? lifeless Last rights denied "Buried" "A ma** grave" Medicated eyes Feast through expected The controls No one right "Soft, it's soft, tissue soft" It's a decision ??? toss this coin head or tail Cause effect breakdown Inexperience fails "Lift...and fold it's soft tissue soft" Washing the hands Pointing his way Washing the hands Pointing his way "Sink chant over to a dark fertile marsh" Washing the hands Guilt and denial Washing the hands Pointing away Washing the hands Pointing his way Washing the hands Point of denial "Sink, sink into a dark" ??? Who were the righteous ??? that be so ??? "In this mirror of confession" No guilt I see no guilt "What do you see there" No guilt "Your personality" In experience fails "All your goals, all your fears and your ambitions" My fears and my ambitions Hey, it's ok "The chess game of your life" This world is ??? "You gotta check that" "You can't take that on the trip with you" ??? dealing ??? "All those animal impulses that you hide" Way down way down "And keep down below" "All this baggage too must be checked" I wouldn't expect it could be I never knew "Can't take that on the billion year voyage" Never wanted to welcome water Poison "Are you ready" "Then take this chalice" "The elixir of life" Weakness sickness grows inside Weather Wishing you could grow up