Shahmen - 1981985 Pt. l lyrics

[BLESS] He was born in '81 We was born in '85 Waiting for the world to turn and finally put this fate in line [UNORTHADOX] Make it mine, straightened spine Pave the way for the blind to escape the lies Danger lies ahead but faceless inside And I came to rise [BLESS] You can see the pain applied Over all this pain of mine Dripping off the canvas, of a Los Angeleno tribe [UNORTHADOX] And I ain't afraid to die but I'm tired of this k**ing And I'm feelin' like I only just came to life so that's why I'm spilling Stop staring at me with angry eyes, I got a surprise for you children Beneath your harness a baby cries and it's love for a feeling , it's love [BLESS] And I never seen the ceiling So Imma keep billing Spilling out the venom Filling out the rhythms Sitting at the house on the couch with a vision 'Bout to break a million [UNORTHADOX] Used to be a coward with a sour taste for vengeance But now I use my power to plow proudly and for graceful living [BLESS] Face the prison all your memories are hid up in [UNORTHADOX] And paint some vivid imagery where your feelings went [BLESS] See the other side of what this rhyme really meant [UNORTHADOX] I could have died but survived with the thick of skin [BLESS] Look in my eyes find a dime that I couldn't grip [UNORTHADOX] Opened your mind up to beyond where the lyrics end [BLESS] Staring in the mirror at my fear I know where it is Now I got it checked as I step through the peril-less [UNORTHADOX] Respecting the elements Many times got here, got dropped dropped this life line As I found out I had to balance it Countless possibilities instead of what it never is To balance out the damage of this savage inheritance [BLESS] Somehow the young and the worried Crossed mountains and valleys And found where the fountain was buried The mouth from my clout from the early Nothing but an ounce bag of doubt that i'm burning Mapping out routes in the counts of the journeys Stashed in the house writing thousands of flows That are murdering Wolves start howling, crows start circling [UNORTHADOX] Depart from the nervousness Burnt to lisp, as my clockwork ticks Einstein didn't come up with a bomb and a fix At times I might find violence hard to resist But I mustn't forget poisoning I was probably sick Learnt to live with cross road decisions or an abyss It doesn't only depend on attention, on how it gon' click Took the first brick start building my house on a cliff So I can stare at the depth yet make a watch tower of it