Sha'anan Streett - שאנן סטריט - October lyrics

[Verse 1] (Paranoid scared frightened terrified Paranoid scared frightened terrified) That my know it all father will come home one night Get a heart attack fall off his couch and die And that his, you know Second wife will expect me to comfort her when she cries (Terrified paranoid scared frightened) That my mom who spent her whole life in search of Enlightenment Will take fifty pills make her whole system halt And in the note that she leaves – she'll hint it's my fault (Frightened terrified paranoid scared) That one of these days when i'm a bit unaware My son will climb on a table or a chair Then fall and smash his head on the edge of a stair And that's it! it can happen life's very unfair (Scared frightened terrified paranoid) That my wife will talk back to someone get him annoyed He'll go nuts n' she'll try to avoid him but he'll drag her Under the threats of a dagger To a dark dark alley n' stab her That's why whenever she's late every second feels like An hour [Verse 2] And how can I not be (scared) Those little poisonous f**ers are everywhere Just heard my manager got cancer like yours Tried to say something nice to her but stuttered and paused Because i don't believe one can defeat that disease If you lost then she'll make it? please Life's full of traps when you fall there's no use fighting So how the hell can I quit being frightened How is it possible to not be terrified To me my phobias are all very justified Like sometimes I know that I'll crack That it's a matter of time before my brain loses track And arrives at the station where there's no turning back Join crack addicts and old timers with alzheimer's Live with feet on the ground and my head in a void And i know that day's coming- i'm not (paranoid) [Verse 3] Drove over to see you last weekend you know Just wanted to check on you, say hello I saw the gate was closed so I approached kind of slowly A sign read: "mt. saul cemetery weekdays only" They sealed the whole place off like a fort If I had any energy in me I'd take this one to court And make those f**ers open every day of the year This ain't no museum you're buried here They want to tell me when to drop by to say hi? Don't they know it's inconvenient enough that you died? Why do they meddle in my affairs? When I want to visit is my business not theirs I hate those a**holes with a pa**ion Ought to go there next weekend and just start smashing And trash that fancy office and that fence Because angry beats the sh** out of scared and Depressed