Sha - Wrds lyrics

[Verse 1: dJ Ghost] What can I say? There's no words left Just thoughts on the table With bated breath Lost in time Yet always on my mind Feel Tongue tied But I still write these rhymes Self-pity But I've been alone Stepping out of my comfort zone Only to be exposed Yeah I should have known But I gotta stay composed Cuz if it's not mutual Then the feelings are useless So I gotta keep it moving Abusing my conscious Just to weigh the options Inertia on my actions To Delay the process For what? To discover truths that I already know Bury my thoughts back inside Deliver silver lies To maintain my pride But still be there to rescue you? You can't save someone who doesn't want to be saved Had to learn that the hard way Watch from the sidelines and not play Yet always ready to save the day I know have to show restraint Because it would never be the same Side glances and awkward waves Til everything is gone and left astray Reality sets in Perceptions change Life goes on And so does the pain But I want to hold on Cuz what-ifs will always haunt me So it's no need for sympathy I did this to myself And I can't fix it Because You can't save someone who doesn't want to be saved So I'm stuck on the words that I can't say [Verse 2: Sha] Father guard my mental state Scratch let me get a grip Salty motha s**as smoking sour d and chasing chips Cop a brick and make it flip...burdens heavy moving weight Spit a line of powder pact they still can't get the record straight Now a n***a spent too damn long busy hurtin working Fighting God looking for a purpose searching Nights up in the beem busy lurking, swerving Locked in a box got me yearning burning Riding with the mob like yeah we deserve it Wrath of a Titan the scorch of a furnace Praise to the God give thanks for the sermon Pages on pages the pain of discernment Back to the deep ain't no option out I Been drowning and now I need oxygen please Lately I haven't been real with myself Time to get back to my ways in the breeze Whip it work it got me cooking wit ease Cla** in the fall graduated in summer Now I feel like 400 degrees love when it rain Know I bang when it thunders MAB deep wit a gang of my brothers you beefing That sh** ain't concerning me Gather him sturdily Kevin come get me I'm about to pop off and turn ish to a murder scene n***as ain't heard of me pressing through panic I'm frantic These n***as ain't holding holding be back (Woah) Could you imagine the scenes of my canvas The picture was already black [Verse 3: Apollo] Words Tell me what do they mean Stay obsessed with the magic Had me wrapped up in pageantry Trynna branch out on a new gold leaf Fruit don't fall far from the apple tree Trynna use them words to create meaning Flowers can still grow in the cracks of the streets Reminded of habits when walking on campus My conscious is heavy I can't find a balance I could use a scale flip a zip like a mattress Commanding attention as if I'm George Hammond I know it But no fam I don't even want it I'm living through moments I'm sweating like sauna Last night I dreamt screams of my friend get a**aulted Just trynna survive on the floor of the ocean Crustacean a** n***a that's living forever My soul's gotten warmer the colder the weather My flows getting better the more I regret sh** Wish I could tell my ex I was wrong for victim blaming Was never your fault Couldn't handle my anger No wonder you left I'm just sorry we're strangers Just words