Sha Stimuli - I Apologize lyrics

[Verse One]: Look See, for everybody that heard New York State Of Mind Where I said that in some time you'd see New York State as mine Now it's five years later and I guess I'm real behind So this song is like my way of saying I apologize sh** To say it's not my time would be pessimistic Yes I'm gifted, driven, I can rhyme I do songs, hooks, concepts, flows that coincide With the music, but my songs aren't stupid and I don't lie Damn I'm sorry I ain't flossing And the whip game, chain hanging with the price it's costing Isn't part of what I give to you, it's tough for me to force it Had a spot but yeah I lost it, Lenny S it's not your fault sh** Dawg, you got me in the office I was street teaming, deep dreaming, major label offers And we took one Look son, on my way to fortune But the kid never ever came out, it's like abortions [Hook]: So sorry So sorry I ain't mean to cause problems for nobody The bottom line is, I apologize [Verse Two]: There's no one to blame Jay, I'm sorry that I mentioned your name It's just part of the game You worked hard for your dollars and fame And Ty-Ty said your crown was my aim I beg to differ I'm different I didn't mean to just give up and stray From my mission to get busy in the NCAA And go further to the league or overseas and up my pay Ma I'm sorry, I just thought hip hop was another way sh** I should have practice my jumper I wouldn't have to practice rapping much dumber I'm such a prick If I had half of the hunger I had when I was doing battles and younger I'd be the sh** [Hook]: I'm So sorry I ain't mean to cause problems for nobody The bottom line is, I apologize [Verse Three]: I'm sorry for making joints that make you think or make you feel I'm trying always to make a point Always getting head or tails Never need to flip a coin It's so easy, if you can not beat me then you should join I'm sorry that I'm real I'm sorry that I'm nicer than that person that you like and I'm off, without the Vicodin I'm filling up the pages with my name each time you type it in On Google and I'm the truth and even though you find a li/lie within Stimuli, there's two I's One you/U, yeah I took that L but made it through To every ex/X that was asking why/Y, I had to G 'em I'm a mess Thought my a** was fly, so I was fleeing I was being such a pimp, just blind Selfish, conceited Only feelings that I stressed where mine Guess I was needing new women every other night Touch 'em like I'll love 'em right Then explain I think I love another type And that's not you That's not cool I know that I acknowledge this a couple times Dozen rhymes f** it, I'm misogynist That's trying to evolve that's why I'm spitting this, honest sh** Sorry I ain't drop out of college Brain made me smart as sh** That's why I graduated With some honors, but I'm sorry that my daddy couldn't make it He was living then Listen friends I was feeling hatred Should have squashed it y'all I promise when he pa**ed it had me shaking like... I'm thankful he made me I wish he could have heard the radio play me I'm sorry people is shady Then again, I'm the problem here lately I could have gave more money to Haiti I'm so sorry [Sampling next track]