SGULL - Mary Jane lyrics

[Chorus] Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me? Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me? Just to pour that motherf**er down the drain like me? Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me? Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me? Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me? Do the people whisper 'bout you on the train like me? Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me? [Verse 1] I've been living with the demons that I got in my soul I been thinking bout the pain that i got on my mind My concious only exists from the things that I did I been praying for forgiveness of the way that I live You can find me in the zone I swear to god I is Ain't nobody breeding currently the words like this I'm a different type of n***a never worried bout the forms I was focused on progression b**h i gotta get it done I said I tried to bring it in but ain't nobody get it once A n***a pressure was minding I had to find a way around it I ran a couple miles couldn't find myself Gon' get f**ed up cause it always helps Imma drown in my sorrows all by myself On a quiet night you'll find me staring at the wall With a somber thought I feel like I been here before my n***a Tell me what you really know my n***a I'm insane like a mother f**er Try to find a way to articulate Taking plenty of time to author ridiculous text I been giving you real even though i'm riddled with stress Turn 1 hit 2 hits 3 hits 4 I cry for help but nobody respond My emotions gone yeah they all up and long My self-esteem left and my confidence squandered Got all of this pain that I deal with alone [Chorus] Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me? Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me? Just to pour that motherf**er down the drain like me? Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me? Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me? Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me? Do the people whisper 'bout you on the train like me? Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me? [Verse 2] I been k**ing myself for a dream I don't even believe in It's really entertaining when you give it your all I put my soul upon the table all they do in an*lyze it I beseech the simple rhymes that I ain't never told nobody When I start a rap the suicidal thoughts Are running rampant through my mind I made the mental find a way I guess I can really make it vivid So they see the clearer picture of depression pain I can't take this sh** My god Tell me why you put me in for I'm gone And I don't want to live no more Oh lord The pain is temporary I hope I know That i was not created just to waste and thats the truth So why the f** do I feel crazy Can't explain it It's a feeling deep inside of me I got no witnesses left I know i'm lost on the path I chose Never lie upon the record as I will not be exposed I'm only giving reality I'm a lyrical legend My complimentary honesty is a rarity yes You feed the fallacy to them but i'm not really impressed Cause I can read between the lines of deceitful lies Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me? Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me? Want to change like me? But you can't like me? Terrified of your misery going to remain like me? [Chorus] Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me? Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me? Just to pour that motherf**er down the drain like me? Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me? Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me? Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me? Do the people whisper 'bout you on the train like me? Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me?