‌sewerperson - Delusional lyrics

Take me back to my initiation I don't really wanna talk about it I had never had enough patience I don't really wanna wait awhile Though i feel better now Life stops when ur not around Devil inside my veins Maybe its in the strain yea Blowing on bloody mary Waiting here for the bang Bones inside my mind Rob my vision make it change Lately i barely recognize her face Oh ill light the torch But i won't lead the way This is a journey you will have to be the one to face Still she look at me like its my fault I think she's delusional Apple in my ciroq I am not who u thought I am much worse than i should've been Pulling me by the hair She is on top my back I had never thought u would devolved that I put my hand on the top my heart Baby wherever u are i ain't far Cookie and cheese and my hand getting sparked Roll up the window lets smoke in the car Tats on my chest and on both of my arms This sh*t too deadly im blowing on sars All of my fingers they covered in tar Res on the front of my shirt on the shark I just hope u could see what i mean 3 gram blunt in the garage leave a smoke screen I don't care cause im barely here i swear Kush in the air medicate my mind i swear Devil inside my veins Maybe its in the strain yea Blowing on bloody mary Waiting here for the bang Bones inside my mind Rob my vision make it change Lately i barely recognize her face Oh ill light the torch But i won't lead the way This is a journey you will have to be the one to face Still she look at me like its my fault I think she's delusional Blade in my shirt knife in my shirt If we had beef id getchu first Look at my friend over there in the hood He finna treat u like u was the worst Im double stuffing my papers with purp Look how it burn amiri my jeans Ferri my waist with the ralph on my piece I am a come up Im finally feeling myself and i flex how i want all despite how i was brought up I duck and finesse and i bob and i weave till i get me some sh*t that i wanna I am not much of a talker i blew up and got me some stalkers I hear my phone going off but i rarely'll grab for that sh*t cause its not her Take me back to my initiation I don't really wanna talk about it I had never had enough patience I don't really wanna wait awhile Though i feel better now Life stops when ur not around Devil inside my veins Maybe its in the strain yea Blowing on bloody mary Waiting here for the bang Bones inside my mind Rob my vision make it change Lately i barely recognize her face Oh ill light the torch But i won't lead the way This is a journey you will have to be the one to face Still she look at me like its my fault I think she's delusional